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entry for violence thing hehe

May. 4th, 2010 | 08:40 pm
mood: blahblah

“The Reality”


With every small kiss and every short hug the heart breaks,

Those she trusted have turned their back now,

They’ve walked down a new path leaving her behind.

She cries slapped by reality.


Deceived by many time after time,

The harsh voices that once spoke to her float in her head,

Stinging a distant nerve in her heart,

Remembering the sound of the words they said.

She cries slapped by reality.


She’s pushed down deeper to the ground,

She has been stepped on by too many.

The sadness overwhelms her, what did she do wrong?

Why have they done this wrong is the question.

Deep, Deep wounds in her heart.

She cries slapped by reality.


The wounds remain hidden in a locked box.

The neglect hurt the most; she knew that the hard times were still ahead,

She had to keep fighting these battles.

Those opinions that come from unknown mouths do not matter

The long process of changing has commenced.

Because she has been slapped by reality.


With change came becoming someone different,

Becoming the best, becoming stronger.

Not for revenge, not for them, but for herself,

This was her chance to be seen, truly known.

For she had been slapped into her reality.


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L'amour de mère

May. 4th, 2010 | 08:22 pm
mood: gloomygloomy
music: Flower Rock! F.T.I



Because her care is so immense she cries herself to sleep at night. I’m such fool to have not noticed it before. She suffers seeing the one she loves most is dying before her. All her efforts have been in vain. I cry wondering why God is so cruel to her never had what I had. She never had the mother that would guide her that would love her no matter what. Why was I so blind to see it before why couldn’t I comprehend why she cared so much now she suffers I see her lay before me crying. She always cared too much but she was wise she knew this would happen. Now I leave you behind hoping you can forgive me for the great pain I’ve caused you. If I regret one thing it’s making you cry. You didn’t deserve the life you had, to me you were a saint, working hard to help me out. Since birth I was not well but there you stood by my side praying hoping everything will turn out fine, and for what? I only made your pain and worry increase after that. Would I have cared if I would have died then and there? No I would have been saving you from hard times. I always stood out, in a good way or bad way? I don’t know. Either way you proved your love for me. I look into your eyes, now puffy and red, leading to a well of deep sorrow. You cannot see me anymore but I will forever live in your heart. All I can do now is wait for your forgiveness.


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